Roller Coaster ride

I wish I could take it all back to be able to come home to you every night. But I know that I still would not have been happy. Always questioning myself on why am I not good enough for you. If I could only make the tears stop and fill the emptiness in my heart. Why did you not tell me months ago that you were no longer in love leading me on that one day we will have the marriage I dream, more babies for us to smoother and a house that we can call home.
I love you so much! U are my best friend, lover and soulmate.

I just need to stay strong and know that in the long run I will be ok.