Dreamland

Lately my dreams have been so intense. Last night was very strange....

I slowly lay Baylee down on the hotel bathroom floor for a (bad mom)a little nap. Grab Jake and we jump on the horse for a afternoon ride. Wearing only aluminum foil caps that touch the ground. While riding along the dirt path we look up the steep hillside and see over a thousand black bears spaced ten feet apart. One bear comes up and starts to attack me. So I flip around and fight off the bear almost falling of the horse several times. As we continue on the trail trying to get out as fast as we can we come across a wolf. This thing was massive probably the size of the horse. The wolf was getting crazy,trying to bite me and everything. We finally get rid of the wolf and ride back to Josh and Jessica's house. (what I dont even talk to josh and jessica)

So after weeks of intense dreams I decided to goggle my dream and see what they mean.
Bear- Denotes aggression, overwhelming obstacles and competition.
Wolf- Hostility, aggression, or sneakiness. Reflects a uncontrollable force or situation in your life.

Really? What is going on in my subconcious that makes be feel so aggressive and angry?

Family Fun!

We had the most amazing weekend. . . .

Saturday-

We got a chance to deep clean the whole house. Nothing feels better than a clean house. (Thank you mom for taking the baby!)

That afternoon was filled with time in the sun at Matt and Ami's house with a shish kabob's on the grill. After dinner we took Ryder on a walk through the gulley. I love warm summer days.

Sunday-

I put the finishing touches on my final and played catch up on my homework.

That night was the best, we made a birthday cake for Baylee's photo shoot. I really sucked at the whole cake thing but Jake shinned. He did the most amazing job. He was so excited over his masterpiece.

It is a crazy thing. As much as I love them I think sometimes that I would be better off with out them.

I once thought what it would be like if I had a family that actually knew me and supported the discussions I made in life good or bad. Always feeling separated by religion and common interest. Now I realized that is the best type of relationship.

As Baylee's birthday gets closer and I think about all of the different personalities and fake conversations. All I want to do is just pull everything and make it a day with just the three of us. Something simple and fun. Maybe a day at the zoo or aquarium? Now that sound relaxing.

Life is to short and precious to dwell on little things. We all know that if that person dies tomorrow that you would forever hate yourself for all the mean things that were said. We often ask for people for their opinion yet push them away when we don't hear what we want.

Nothing is better than having your baby talk your ear off everyday after work. Last night we tried to put her to bed three times and she was not having it. All she wanted to do was stay up and play with Dad climbing all over him and snuggling him. It is way cute how much she has become a daddy's girl esp after last month. I know that he would not trade it for the world.

He just lights up when he is around her

Dear Utah Drivers-

Let me offer you some helpful advise. If you are turning left and their is a left turn lane don't stop in the middle of the fast lane with cars going 40 Mph and then slowly get over, get over and then stop. This also goes for the right turn lane.

Next if you know the lane is ending up above don't race down the closed lane and try to squeeze in. This is why we have traffic jams and the worlds worst drivers.

So, If you see me in my fancy race car get the hell out of my way! -love elisa

If you don't know me or speak Elisa you will never understand this blog! So don't tell me that I need to check my spelling or that my verbiage does not make sense.

This is not the end but he beginning.

My life....

Jake and me have been together for almost 3 years now but have know each other our whole lives. He proposed to me on Christmas Eve 2008. I can't wait to say "I do" but there are a couple things I want to accomplish before I do that. I love him more than life itself. I have never meet someone that make me laugh and cry as hard as he does. Throw thick and thin we have stuck together and this week we find ourselves planning the next chapter in our lives. Recently we set a date for our wedding and got everything settled so we can start looking at houses. Just the thought of everything makes me anxious.

Our Daughter was born on May 9th, 2009. I never wanted kids but I find myself wanting a big family now. Jake is a AMAZING dad. I am very lucky to have someone that helps as much as him. She has grown up way to fast. It is hard to believe that I am planning her 1st birthday party already. She has so much personality already, she will just sit there and laugh out of control at nothing. It is the cutest thing. She has been the best thing I have done in life. Even though we are not the richest family we defiantly have it all.

Of course how can I forget about Ryder. Now that is a wild animal! Pit-bulls have the worst reputation but he is the most loving dog. The only problem is that he does not realize that we weighs 70 pounds. All he wants to do is climb into your lap and snuggle. He is so good with Baylee he licks her face and she tries to lick him back. I often catch her trying to pull his ears and trying body slam him. She thinks dogs are the greatest thing in the world.

Jake thinks she says "Daddy" but really she says "Doggy".